Some time for myself

It had been long since I got some time for myself. Today it seems I have got some, and believe me I am cherishing it like anything.

A few years back, it all started with the race of getting admission into a good engineering college. Once done , then came what to do to get a good job. Once that done, then came that maybe I should go for higher studies.And it continues till date. Sometimes I think that this race never ends. We die also because of these desires. But they mean life to us. I remember well that when I was a teenager , I listened to music for hours together. I dont know when and how it just became a past and now I dont even have time to search for some good songs.I am actually not sure whether this is good or bad because on the contrary, I have started earning, I have my own identity and I drive my own bike :).....but still somewhere deep down in my heart, I miss those scintillating moments with music.

Life is a conundrum. The more you try to unravel it, the more mysterious it gets.The needs, wishes of me when I was a 5 yr old kid is not the same as I do have now. Though few wishes remain the same, like I used to dream about a house of mine , a wooden cottage near a lake.This still remains on my list. There was a time when I could not even eat by myself until mom feeded me and I remember ,it remained like that for many years :)......but today things have changed,,,,, I can cook food too. So as a whole, at every point of time in life, the way of living it changes . In the path, you make friends, foes , you cross hurdles,you laugh, you cry, you see beautiful things happening in life and lots more . I do not have a very sound sleep or as a friend of mine said that I sleep with my conscious mind still wide open.....everytime I sleep, before that I see the star studded sky once.It gives me a warmth, a feeling that someone is looking after you, its not dark and the words faith, belief and above all humanity shows greater strength in their light.

To end it here, I deeply regret the loss of so many innocent lives in the Mumbai Warzone by the terrorist activity. Its a scar that will never go from the history of our country. Lets be one and fight for our survival.

Tu is taraf rahega ya us taraf rahega,
koi kaafir kahega ya koi kaayar kahega.
Aaj mandir ye chup hai
Masjid bhi hai gumsum,
tu kab tak rukega, tu kab tak rukega.