18'th june
180 students keep their feet on the soil of SPJIMR,,,here mumbaikars famously know it as Bhawan's College....apart from SPJIMR also we have many other colleges inside the campus ...so no lack of ahem ahem ....very few faces are known to each other..everyone looking at others with anticipation...esp to opposite gender .......we all get to our hostels along with our parents.....as parents are there so everyone expects a bit humility , innocence and student like attitude....( sab ko pataa hai gharwaale jaane ke baad hi asli chehra saamne aayega )......neways the 1'st day goes well except that mumbai was like a furnace, we had a Pre foundation test on Microeconomics, Financial Accounting and Quantitative Methods, and we were given a bag full of books and coming schedule ....except that everythings fine ( aur kuch bacha zindagi mein )Hmmm slept well ..next day had to wake up at 7 in the morning
19'th June ,2009
Orientation session, lectures by deans and faculties and about the course structure,,,,mazaa aaya,,,mainly coz the AC was running at full flow
Afternoon session- 1'st lecture Microeconomics.......as we entered into the class,, we saw that already their was a planned seating arrangement....photu lagaa rakha tha bhai logo har seat par ......awesome welcome man!!!!! neways 1'st lecture was really great.....2'nd lecture...Financial accounting!!!! woh woh woh!!!!!! is this wat we know as balance sheet? is it income statement ??? yaar koi to samjha do kya chal rahaa tha class mein ???neways one more day......dont have energy left to do nething...sleep sleep sleep.....
20'th june- 3 classes in the morning pretty good.....except that we were told that on monday or tuesday we will have quiz........abhi to aaye hai maam...abhi hi quiz ??? jaan loge bache ki ?neways gone are those 3 classes.....comes afternoon session......a class on case studies....we were told to discuss in groups and come with solution.....hehehe yaar pataa nahi kya discuss kiya...but neways acha time pass tha,,,but when the prof actually paved the way for the case study,.,,,man awesome.....seemed like really we were managers of the company solving the case study ....it was great...came back...had coffee at Bistro..our own coffee shop.....came back to hostel......went around the campus for a while,,,,now came back,,,bye guys have to study fin accounting a bit.....unless everything will go beyond my reach,,,,and yah ...have to learn excel full in one or two days....areh haan supply demand bhi to padna hai.,,test hai next week....bus abhi ke liye itna hai
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
WIll it happen again?
I was on the stage. In front of me stood a crowd of around 3000 people. When I was walking towards the dice , I was very nervous. What if everything goes blank , I totter and fall, what if I cant make even few of them listen to me. So many things were going inside my mind . And I found noone beside me to give me courage. I was all alone to face it all. But it began , and I spoke what I had in my heart, I spoke
what I wanted to tell that crowd . I didnt see who was listening , who was ready to criticize me or whatsoever. What I just knew that I was there to express my thoughts , I didnt care be it one person or 3000.It ended, and ended with a bagful of
clappings . I was being applauded. This was the first time I spoke in front of such a huge crowd, and tears couldnt stop coming. And after that, I never feared the crowd . It seemed like I was speaking in front of mirror, where nobody except you is there to judge yourself. There was a flair to be a leader , to become someone who can change the way world system operates.
Today when I look back at those days, I find myself in a dilemma. Where has that flair gone? Has it gone by itself or am I responsible for it ? I think its always there, just that its not ignited anymore . I havent spoken in front of such a huge crowd for many many days. I crave for one moment when I get to address people and express my thoughts, to make them believe what I believe in, to confront them with the truth.But somehow I never get a chance. Life's like that :)......u never know in which direction u r being pulled in...whether you like it or not....I have started earning, have my own house, I am independent and maybe after few years , you may see
my name in some publication for being a good on job employee or a good manager blah blah.......but theres always that want to become that orator again whom people loved to listen, who made complicated things simple when he spoke, who could relate to
each and every person standing in front of him,not just one guy who is confined to the boardrooms of big firms.
Yes obviously I never wanted to become a politician, not an actor even :)......but somethings in your life are such that you love that part of yourself. I loved that part of me.I was good in it. Yes, I agree circumstances are such that , not deliberately though, those things just fly away from being a part of your life. Or you can say some other things become so very obvious that you dont have time to
even remember what you loved . But one day comes when you have time , lots of time and then you think of those days .Today is one of those days.I may ride a fine car tomorrow but will it give the touch of wind that my bike gives? Will the clean wardrobes give the feel of home as my dirty closet gives now ? Will I be giggling like a kid as I always do now ? the answer is 'I don't know, but I hope the answer is yes '
what I wanted to tell that crowd . I didnt see who was listening , who was ready to criticize me or whatsoever. What I just knew that I was there to express my thoughts , I didnt care be it one person or 3000.It ended, and ended with a bagful of
clappings . I was being applauded. This was the first time I spoke in front of such a huge crowd, and tears couldnt stop coming. And after that, I never feared the crowd . It seemed like I was speaking in front of mirror, where nobody except you is there to judge yourself. There was a flair to be a leader , to become someone who can change the way world system operates.
Today when I look back at those days, I find myself in a dilemma. Where has that flair gone? Has it gone by itself or am I responsible for it ? I think its always there, just that its not ignited anymore . I havent spoken in front of such a huge crowd for many many days. I crave for one moment when I get to address people and express my thoughts, to make them believe what I believe in, to confront them with the truth.But somehow I never get a chance. Life's like that :)......u never know in which direction u r being pulled in...whether you like it or not....I have started earning, have my own house, I am independent and maybe after few years , you may see
my name in some publication for being a good on job employee or a good manager blah blah.......but theres always that want to become that orator again whom people loved to listen, who made complicated things simple when he spoke, who could relate to
each and every person standing in front of him,not just one guy who is confined to the boardrooms of big firms.
Yes obviously I never wanted to become a politician, not an actor even :)......but somethings in your life are such that you love that part of yourself. I loved that part of me.I was good in it. Yes, I agree circumstances are such that , not deliberately though, those things just fly away from being a part of your life. Or you can say some other things become so very obvious that you dont have time to
even remember what you loved . But one day comes when you have time , lots of time and then you think of those days .Today is one of those days.I may ride a fine car tomorrow but will it give the touch of wind that my bike gives? Will the clean wardrobes give the feel of home as my dirty closet gives now ? Will I be giggling like a kid as I always do now ? the answer is 'I don't know, but I hope the answer is yes '
Sunday, January 4, 2009
A mAgIc To HaPpEn
I gave XAT today,,,fr many of you who dont know what it is, its an exam conducted for admission to XLRI for degree in M.B.A. It started with CAT in november 08, and this season ends today . Seems a bit relieved . Hey sorry, it actually started in November 07, my first CAT. I still remember how nervous I was, like a kid entering a big arena for the first time. But today I am a veteran :)..does it feel good to be experienced ? I have fought for it for a long time, but everytime either they reject me or I reject them ....a paradox isnt it ? I am currently working for an IT firm, day in and day out. The same old routined life , cmon I have already started feeling like an ox who labours hard for his master and get the food as a reward. This is no less than a paradox to me , as I still call myself a free man .....
Neways , the point is I am hoping for a magic, a miracle, something which will take me out of my bounds and take me to the extremes, to the end of the world. You know , when I see movies like pirates of the carribean, I feel myself that I should go out for a long voyage , forget what i have or what i will have, but live life to its zenith. But something pulls me , no obviously not my mom, but an inner self that doesnt let u be an adventurer, makes u a simple man, earning bread for his family , have kids, and then finally die.....whoooo!!!! cmon who wants this life ?? I dont.....theres a lot which i have to do and i will. I have dreamt to be standing on top of eiffel tower and one day, i'll do it.....when that magic will be ????? if neone has an answer,,, pls tell me :)...i am ready to pay fees :)
Neways , the point is I am hoping for a magic, a miracle, something which will take me out of my bounds and take me to the extremes, to the end of the world. You know , when I see movies like pirates of the carribean, I feel myself that I should go out for a long voyage , forget what i have or what i will have, but live life to its zenith. But something pulls me , no obviously not my mom, but an inner self that doesnt let u be an adventurer, makes u a simple man, earning bread for his family , have kids, and then finally die.....whoooo!!!! cmon who wants this life ?? I dont.....theres a lot which i have to do and i will. I have dreamt to be standing on top of eiffel tower and one day, i'll do it.....when that magic will be ????? if neone has an answer,,, pls tell me :)...i am ready to pay fees :)
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